DIE-T

Ever wonder why the word DIE is in DIET....like no kidding....thats how you feel when your constantly trying to be someone your not...but someone you want to be.. am i right? its like im in this cycle that keeps repeating itself.. i tend to do so well when im trying to lose weight..then all of a sudden my fatass wants to slurge for like 88 months and i gain like 5 to 10 pounds then thats when i have to go on a diet again...its like i can feel my stomach stretching when i know im gaining that 5 or 10 pounds.

its been 2 years and 5 months that ive been trying to lose weight and dont get me wrong...ive succeeded just a tad bit...my meat loaf..aka my triple chin has decreased to a double chin...my tire is almost known as a flat tire....

but then im not satisfied..im still fat and it just sucks being in this position..its like i try and try and i hate the process..i hate the wait..i hate not eating what i want to eat..

but i mean...some day..some how..itll all pay off...RIGHT?

FMYLIFE OF THE DAY:

stacy: april

me: yes?

stacy: guess whats on my mind

me: excuse me?

stacy: dick

me: youre sick

stacy: APRIL FOOOLSS!!

LOLR k bye