i want to kick it like old school

something to look back on

k im gonna be emo and work on this paper =]

dont forget to paint your nails black!

im gonna paint it with sharpie

hahahaha

make sure u cut the fingers off your black gloves

hahahah of course! i almost forgot

and wear a tutu?

perfect gift

and the combat boots

i was thinking my vans that i wrote i hate my life and drew a checkerboard on the side

and i smell like hot tpoic

topic*

are u a cutter now?

8:37pm

dont tell!

its the only pain i feel

i use a rubber band to help me ease the pain..u should try

eH

LOLR

today i caught myself laughing so hard cause i found my XANGA..although it was just a 2 year span since i created it...but man its hilarious!

man going through past events sure does bring so much memories..

the laughter, the fights, the memorable lyrics to a certain song, depression... and some how we all got past it...i guess thats why its called the "past" for a reason. i guess this BLOG is just memories for my future and i wouldnt change it for the world.

i really dont know what else to say so..goodnight

suck it

all of a sudden i feel stressed out and i just want to blog about it.

my life never revolved around money until i realized that ive been living in customer service for the past 8 days.. and ive finally come to an end. im at the point where i dont want to try anymore. i dont want to see my life trying to make money just to make me happy. Although id love it but..the satisfaction wont feel the same.

i have a confession: ive been cheating my way out of biology since day one of the semester. ive made friends who knew the easy way out. but in the end, it was just too hard. all of a sudden im doing lab reports i know nothing about and i swear its starting to stress me out.

and now all i want to do is cry. or drop the class or cut myself.. (oh shit..lolrw)

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shit back to lab reports..lolr FUCKKKKK

get over yourself, cause i did...

ive decided that im ready for WINTER!...bring on the knee high boots, the fancy scarves, the cute beanies, the warm peacoat, the ROSE printed stockings/tights and the black gloves that comes in 2 for $1.50 at walmart..haha. im ready to step out side and feel that cold breeze against my face just to run back in doors to feel the warmth all over again.

oh summer, dont get me wrong...but you came at the wrong time..i swear i had the time of my life in Hawaii but its time for you to cool the fak down and get over it. the summer dresses just made me look pregnant, them off the shoulder shirts just looked like a duster, and leaving my fan on all night just felt like hot ass blowing at you while spending HELLA money on PG&E...so guess what SUMMER..im on to the next....you disgust me..sorry boo.

PS i got 40 pounds fatter and im starving right now...

i really dont know how anorexic hoes do it!

dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy seven bitches!

its been a week and ive survived it all...it was spring break and i did well..remember that "20 pounds in 20 days" bullshit?! WELLL

i lost SIX pounds in the last 6 days!!!!!!! 14 more to go!

people ask why im doing this...and i say "CAUSE I GAINED 20 POUNDS!" ..i really did -__- it makes me want to cry...but thats ok..with the pace im going..im doing good.. 14 pounds and 14 days to go...lets just hope for the best

til next time jotos!

ANOREXIC DAY #1

ok ok, im not really trying to be anorexic. im just kind of tired of gaining and gaining all this weight after 3 years of keeping it off and now all of a sudden i feel so unaccomplished, its almost summer and i could have sworn to myself that i was trying to lose weight 3 months ago for summer.. now that its almost here i had to put it off until now...

well heres the new start of my "lose 20 pounds in 20 days" challenge. its nothing anorexic about it. I SWEAR. i mean, i did lose 6 pounds in 7 days and it never involved me being for real for real anorexic..just the whole "exercise and eat right" kind of thing.

QUOTE OF THE DAY: "Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results"

its ok ill prove you wrong

NOTES (for my own purpose):

2 miles -31 minutes -__-