Wednesday, November 17, 2010

something to look back on

k im gonna be emo and work on this paper =]
dont forget to paint your nails black!
im gonna paint it with sharpie
hahahaha
make sure u cut the fingers off your black gloves
hahahah of course! i almost forgot
and wear a tutu?
perfect gift
and the combat boots
i was thinking my vans that i wrote i hate my life and drew a checkerboard on the side
and i smell like hot tpoic
topic*
are u a cutter now?
8:37pm
dont tell!
its the only pain i feel
i use a rubber band to help me ease the pain..u should try

eH

LOLR

today i caught myself laughing so hard cause i found my XANGA..although it was just a 2 year span since i created it...but man its hilarious!

man going through past events sure does bring so much memories..

the laughter, the fights, the memorable lyrics to a certain song, depression... and some how we all got past it...i guess thats why its called the "past" for a reason. i guess this BLOG is just memories for my future and i wouldnt change it for the world.

i really dont know what else to say so..goodnight

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

suck it

all of a sudden i feel stressed out and i just want to blog about it.

my life never revolved around money until i realized that ive been living in customer service for the past 8 days.. and ive finally come to an end. im at the point where i dont want to try anymore. i dont want to see my life trying to make money just to make me happy. Although id love it but..the satisfaction wont feel the same.

i have a confession: ive been cheating my way out of biology since day one of the semester. ive made friends who knew the easy way out. but in the end, it was just too hard. all of a sudden im doing lab reports i know nothing about and i swear its starting to stress me out.

and now all i want to do is cry. or drop the class or cut myself.. (oh shit..lolrw)

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shit back to lab reports..lolr FUCKKKKK