ive been thinking about you, and how we used to be then

remember these goals?!?! FAKKKKKKKKKKK lets just see what i actually accomplished...

[X]finish 2 costumes

[X]FABRIC SHOPPING

help jay with her costume

[X]upload that chubby buns part 2 video

[X]finish my speech outline

ACE that speech

ACE my english midterm

[X]finish that stupid stupid book

watch saw 1 2 3 4 5 and 6!

dont be fat

have fun and DONT STRESS OUT. '

PUTA!..sorry i didnt help much with your costume jay..but at least u finished?..i havnt gotten my results for my midterm and speech yet...but im sure i did well =]......DOODE saw 88 12 45453 and 9834-3928...whats funny is that..i had a convo about the movie SAW [with the guy in the peacoat and the hooded sweater in that p hat that he wears.....and them jordans] and theyre playing all 88 of them all day for only 20 dollars...too bad i dont have money nor would i sit there and watch it all in one seating..the fat part...fml im still fat...and i somewhat had fun until i got SICK...and i didnt stress out

BUT...for the month i did finish my costume...all i need is my seven dwarfs

LOVEmylife:

i hate you, i love you, i just cant remember to forget you

goals for this month:

finish 2 costumes

FABRIC SHOPPING

help jay with her costume

upload that chubby buns part 2 video

finish my speech outline

ACE that speech

ACE my english midterm

finish that stupid stupid book

watch saw 1 2 3 4 5 and 6!

dont be fat

have fun and DONT STRESS OUT..

LOVEMYLOVE OF THE DAY:

via text

seigo: budd can i get cesars number

me:fuck u..cant u have cyber text with me first?!

seigo: hi babe! im zarr

me: hahahaha hii

seigo: how u doin

me: haha im good im jk u dnt have to chop it up ...heres the number....

seigo: lol thanks babe..miss u boo

me: miss u to hoe ;]

seigo: its like my life is incomplete with out u

me: aww youre so cute

im gonna marry this baby for his last name

seigo-lily and april-tittygawaaaa

i never loved nobody fully, always one foot on the ground

My friends are the funniest people ever and the most open minded people you'll ever meet. only they know my language than any other person. i believe that last night happened for a reason and its a good reason.

and for now im happy where im at.

what happens in the hills stays in the hills..lolr [ive offish named your house the hills vince]

you found me when no one else was looking

I scraped my knees when I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven, seems like
It's getting harder to believe in anything
And just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts
I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off

one less lonely girl

justin beiber u make me smile...i wish i was a tween again

i dont know what to do, i think im fallin for you

this guy though...daym...

I scraped my knees when I was praying, And found a demon in my safest haven

remember that speech i did about my life which i was hella nervous about?! well i got an "A" on it =]] this semester is officially the best semester. although i do my lil fuck ups here and there but i got this shit down...no worries cause im finally ahead of the game...and i made hella friends!

so yesterday..was the worst day of forever...i never felt so blah in a while..first i woke up at 5am hella cold so i had to go to the garage..[the garage out of everywhere though...and the coldest place in the house] for a blanket and while i got back into bed i dreamt about myself going to see a counselor and told me...well maybe i shouldnt tell the story..ill just get sad...anyways..after that i had another dream that someone broke into my car and in my car i have hella shit...ugh and while i was having these horrible dreams i couldnt wake up in time to drop off katelyne..the snooze button is the devil..i swear..and when i got back home my plan was to go to the gym and instead i went back to sleep and my main priority was to read and i failed...and the whole day i felt shitty...

great right?..not really

thats ok im much better now...let me leave you with this...

FMYLIFE OF THE DAY:

april: fool im hella fat

steff: youre not fat

april: yea i am

steff: youre not fat youre thick

april: wow that just makes me want to work out more..

LOVEMYLIFE

VIA FACEBOOK

Rose-Anne

go to sleep now its late

Today

12:00amApril-Lily

mom

can u pay for my registration

please

12:07amRose-Anne

charge it first and I will transfer money on friday

12:07amApril-Lily

ok thanks

12:07amRose-Anne

go to sleep now then

=]

I can't wait to hate you, make you, pain like i do..

i shunned everyone who i was talking to just to blog, so that ill go to sleep early

the shunnies:

via aim:

iamshorteey

via aim fb:

eva chavarria

via fb:

ben magno

via phone:

ceasar palanca

via bbm:

queenie

sorry jotos

anyways i tend to randomly title my blogs according to..nothing...

hi im going to NYC...TBC im getting sleepy..goodnight..

Fmylife of the day:

VIA bbm:

QUEENiE:

April: I wanna wait til marriage

masimoto:I wanna wait too

april: ok let's have kids now

April-lily: Lolrrrrr

April-lily: Masimoto!?!!!

April-lily: Lolrrrr!!!!!!!

QUEENiE: Lolrrrrrr

QUEENiE: Hayashi?

April-lily: Omg