Thursday, December 31, 2009

i do this to my self every year..and man what am i getting myself into?!


the parties, the clubs, the pictures, the laughter, the concerts, the trips, the memories and most of all the family and friends. MAN 09 was definitely MINE. although it was a lil rocky during some parts of the year i must say it just made me stronger..

January: you gave me one hell of a semester introducing me to BENJAMIN MAGNO that lasted more than just a semester but a life time of memories and conversations that will leave us laughing

February: that day came when coldstone creamery was the best 7 years ever that turned into one of the most heart breaking news that i ever had to hear..."coldstone is closing" as we turn back time we had our BEST times ever and i experienced it with those who can always keep in touch..thank you to MELISSA CAPACITE, SEIGO KITTYGAWA, CHEN ZABALLERO, DARYLL MEGINO AND CESAR GONZALEZ

March: ohhhhhh march thanks to lady gaga and introducing me to my all time favorite group THE WHITE TIE AFFAIR...i wont forget the day CHRIS looked down at me and vee handing us a glow stick that made us wonder WHO THE FAK ARE THEY?!..then suddenly turned into a constant repeat as i play "walk this way" 24/7

April: the FIRST birthday trip ever..vegas you were good to me and i enjoyed it with my DRAGONS one day we'll return and make it bigger than 09.. "WE MADE THAT SHIT CRACKEN"..the first time i took shots that got me a LIL tipsyyyyy..

May: oh WHITE TIE AFFAIR...it was because of you that made me want to spend that extra money just to see you perform again in ZZZZZACRAMENTO... and thats when SEAN P came to the crowd and autographed our ticket and til this day i still have it..


June: the semester was ending and the summer began...experiencing our first time at HOLY COW once again with the dragons that makes us always want to return.......AND ILL NEVER EVER FORGET experiencing my first SUN BURN at warped tour as me and vee missed TWTA's performanced but had one helllllll of an experience standing inline waiting to meet them..sighhh





July: remember that time we (me and stace) took bart to the pier and decided to walk that daym street! that made us wanna take the bus back..lolr WTH were we thinking?! haha....and i cant EVER forget sneaking into the 4th row of the NO DOUBT concert that freaked me the fuck out but got one hell of a footage..and singing along to paramore as the HAYLEY points at me...man that was the best.



August: the summer was ending and the semester was about to begin..but before that i experienced my first white girl screaming from left to right and front to back as i watched the JONAS brothers ooz out foam from 88 feet above us..and i cant forget paying extra cassssssh money to go to warped tour AGAIN just to see TWTA perform FOR SURE this time and meeting that one girl who remembered us the last time we were there..




September: you freaked me out with all the classes i had to fill in my schedule and fucken me up with SPEECH, who woulda thought i would actually take a speech class?! september..you introduced me to LORIE BETH DAVID the one girl who i hated because i thought she was a dumb bitch...turned out she was just a horny bitch who loved oysters..lolr


October: OHHHHHH MAN OCTOBER! my first EVER halloween costume made by yours truly NEEDLES&THREADS..i had a blast october! from JOKOY to dressing GROWN&SEXY for stacys 25th birthday







November: getting all fat all over again...you fucked me over november! i need to get back into that GYM SESH!!!!!



December: MAN a december to REALLY REALLY REMEMBER...Tahoe you were great until that car accident...LADY GAGA you made me fall in love with you all over again...having the BEST SEMESTER OF my life meeting more than just a few friends but a few friends to always remember..ill never forget meeting everyone for the first time as i stepped into mrs worthingtons class meeting that one not so annoying but cute lil boy CRUZ pagelina as we ended the semester with a new semester taking english 7 the next, the random text from ARACELLI asking day after day, "did u read?!?!..whats the HW?!?!...what page are u on?!..did u start your essay?!?!" the late night random convos with justin, and that one RANDOM movie night with monica..haha..and that last minute 8 page essay helping moe pass the class with a B (goodluck).....and ill never ever forget...speech class..fearing all that i could fear standing in front of the class giving a daym speech that actually got me an A in every speech..then meeting this one chinese boy as he chose us out of all people to do an exercise that made me spell out my name over and over again (dont forget the dash) that got him saying hi to me every morning..hi KENNETH TRAN..and hello to that "mexican" boy named ANTHONY GUZMAN who gave one hell of a "Literature speech".. i wanna thank ken, anthony and moe for participating in my CHUBBY BUNNY SPEECH..bc of you guys i got ANOTHER "A"..and to my family for another GREAT year celebrating XMAS at the stockton house



i'd hate to see this year end but daym what a year it was..im gonna miss it but its now time to make new memories..2010...LET IT BEGIN...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

too much of anything can make you sick


man just when i got hella excited..plans just didnt turn out how it was suppose to..los angeles..maybe ill see you next year?..i gotta make that money honey and all of a sudden im suppose to save like my life depended on it....but unfortunately..lolr im fucken bankrupt.. oh well..

OHHHHHHHHHHH LA..how i fucken miss you!:

take me back to the sunny skies...





at least i got TAHOE to look forward to =]
ps i miss my friends
slavery just isnt cutting it


Wednesday, November 4, 2009

i like your honesty, integrity....it levels me, so please don’t ever change

i think i have the cutest friends in class ever =] they all texted me and asked why i wasnt in class ..tell me why i havent responded to them yet though?! lolrr oh well..its been 88 hours already and my phone died at one cause it was on twitter the whole day when i left it in the "esa" room..puta! allwell..

can someone tell me if the spring catalog is out yet?! im tryna get some classes pronto...and so far..i got 6 people to take a bio class with me who dont even know each other...this will be fun..and after this sem..its allllll science class for the rest of my life....FAKKK thats what i get myself into if i wanna major in kinesiology..itll be all worth it...when that money honey kicks in..

let me leave u with this...

REMEMBER WHEN WE DID THIS?!:
















I've got some friends, some that I hardly know.
But we've had some times I wouldn't trade for the world.
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go.

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage.
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand.
Until you hold my hand.
miss u fuckers oh so deeply ;]

i think its time u guys ask me out on a date...ahem reunion?

Monday, November 2, 2009

I don’t need a parachute. Baby, if I’ve got you

although today is considered my chill day, i have hella shit to do and be prepared for this month,

what the hell did i get myself into?!:

6 page essay on abuse
research about educational health and education
30 minute presentation
12 hour shift for half yearly
sell sell sell
clean clean clean
register for classes by the 12th
apply for financial aid
stop being fat
LA!!!
finish 10 hours of tutoring
buy that stupid book
read 54 pages of crap!
make money honey [FAST]


fuck it...ill start with researching, then hopefully start that 88 page essay followed by some cleaning...maybe go back to fucken chabot to buy that horrible book..puta!

or when my class started shaking and i thought it was an earthquake but it wasnt...it was just some construction workers causing a rukus..my heart started to beat hella fast =(

shut up..bye!!!!






Sunday, November 1, 2009

everything starts somewhere

http://needlesnthreadsclothing.blogspot.com

i love what i do and im on demand..

happy november!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

ive been thinking about you, and how we used to be then

remember these goals?!?! FAKKKKKKKKKKK lets just see what i actually accomplished...

[X]finish 2 costumes
[X]FABRIC SHOPPING
help jay with her costume
[X]upload that chubby buns part 2 video
[X]finish my speech outline
ACE that speech
ACE my english midterm
[X]finish that stupid stupid book
watch saw 1 2 3 4 5 and 6!
dont be fat
have fun and DONT STRESS OUT. '

PUTA!..sorry i didnt help much with your costume jay..but at least u finished?..i havnt gotten my results for my midterm and speech yet...but im sure i did well =]......DOODE saw 88 12 45453 and 9834-3928...whats funny is that..i had a convo about the movie SAW [with the guy in the peacoat and the hooded sweater in that p hat that he wears.....and them jordans] and theyre playing all 88 of them all day for only 20 dollars...too bad i dont have money nor would i sit there and watch it all in one seating..the fat part...fml im still fat...and i somewhat had fun until i got SICK...and i didnt stress out

BUT...for the month i did finish my costume...all i need is my seven dwarfs

LOVEmylife:

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

i hate you, i love you, i just cant remember to forget you



goals for this month:

finish 2 costumes
FABRIC SHOPPING
help jay with her costume
upload that chubby buns part 2 video
finish my speech outline
ACE that speech
ACE my english midterm
finish that stupid stupid book
watch saw 1 2 3 4 5 and 6!
dont be fat
have fun and DONT STRESS OUT..

LOVEMYLOVE OF THE DAY:

via text
seigo: budd can i get cesars number
me:fuck u..cant u have cyber text with me first?!
seigo: hi babe! im zarr
me: hahahaha hii
seigo: how u doin
me: haha im good im jk u dnt have to chop it up ...heres the number....
seigo: lol thanks babe..miss u boo
me: miss u to hoe ;]
seigo: its like my life is incomplete with out u
me: aww youre so cute

im gonna marry this baby for his last name

seigo-lily and april-tittygawaaaa



Sunday, October 18, 2009

i never loved nobody fully, always one foot on the ground



My friends are the funniest people ever and the most open minded people you'll ever meet. only they know my language than any other person. i believe that last night happened for a reason and its a good reason.

and for now im happy where im at.

what happens in the hills stays in the hills..lolr [ive offish named your house the hills vince]

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

you found me when no one else was looking

I scraped my knees when I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven, seems like
It's getting harder to believe in anything
And just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts
I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off

Monday, October 12, 2009

one less lonely girl

justin beiber u make me smile...i wish i was a tween again

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

i dont know what to do, i think im fallin for you

this guy though...daym...

I scraped my knees when I was praying, And found a demon in my safest haven



remember that speech i did about my life which i was hella nervous about?! well i got an "A" on it =]] this semester is officially the best semester. although i do my lil fuck ups here and there but i got this shit down...no worries cause im finally ahead of the game...and i made hella friends!

so yesterday..was the worst day of forever...i never felt so blah in a while..first i woke up at 5am hella cold so i had to go to the garage..[the garage out of everywhere though...and the coldest place in the house] for a blanket and while i got back into bed i dreamt about myself going to see a counselor and told me...well maybe i shouldnt tell the story..ill just get sad...anyways..after that i had another dream that someone broke into my car and in my car i have hella shit...ugh and while i was having these horrible dreams i couldnt wake up in time to drop off katelyne..the snooze button is the devil..i swear..and when i got back home my plan was to go to the gym and instead i went back to sleep and my main priority was to read and i failed...and the whole day i felt shitty...

great right?..not really

thats ok im much better now...let me leave you with this...

FMYLIFE OF THE DAY:

april: fool im hella fat
steff: youre not fat
april: yea i am
steff: youre not fat youre thick
april: wow that just makes me want to work out more..




Monday, October 5, 2009

LOVEMYLIFE

VIA FACEBOOK

Rose-Anne

go to sleep now its late

Today
12:00amApril-Lily

mom

can u pay for my registration

please

12:07amRose-Anne

charge it first and I will transfer money on friday

12:07amApril-Lily

ok thanks

12:07amRose-Anne

go to sleep now then


=]

Thursday, October 1, 2009

I can't wait to hate you, make you, pain like i do..

i shunned everyone who i was talking to just to blog, so that ill go to sleep early

the shunnies:

via aim:
iamshorteey

via aim fb:
eva chavarria

via fb:
ben magno

via phone:
ceasar palanca

via bbm:
queenie

sorry jotos

anyways i tend to randomly title my blogs according to..nothing...

hi im going to NYC...TBC im getting sleepy..goodnight..

Fmylife of the day:

VIA bbm:

QUEENiE:
April: I wanna wait til marriage
masimoto:I wanna wait too
april: ok let's have kids now

April-lily: Lolrrrrr

April-lily: Masimoto!?!!!

April-lily: Lolrrrr!!!!!!!

QUEENiE: Lolrrrrrr

QUEENiE: Hayashi?

April-lily: Omg




Wednesday, September 30, 2009

used to dream of being a millionaire, without a care

hi, remember that novel i had to write for english, that i made up and that stressed me out like no other mother?... well i got a "B" on it.. thank you =]

first id like to say SUCK IT to the man that thought he'd get a better grade than me but didn't, dont be mean to me and say "i didnt give you too much criticism did i?" and act like your paper was hella better... because it wasnt!

second, id like to apologize for being mean..HAHA no seriously... if you read this.. that just means you're a stalker.. oh shit bye

.... ANYWAYS (vince)
....... UMBRELLA (jay)
.......... PING!!! (stacy)
............ ASTERISK(shorteey)
[you'll only get it if your name is next to the word...lolr duh?]

but, this gym thing thats going on right now...i must say.. its the best feeling.. it may LOOK like i dont work out but.. i try my best.. i think this time.. i wont be fucken up like i did this whole year... i've lost and then i've gained ..i go through it every time... so this time..i HOPE i just succeed....88 million kudos to vince and stacy for being my gym partner from the get. its boring being alone but when you're there with someone, its a different feeling.

..you know those random thoughts that you think about every time.. like
"daym, i wish i had her body"

yup, its about time to change that.. im determined and its time to really be "getting it in"

SEPTEMBER 19, 2009 -DECEMBER 3, 2009.. i better see some results!!! ahh..please?


LOVEmylife for the day plus forever:

first time, 3 combo breaker....all by vincent magpayo:

after 24hr fit.
me: can you guys tell me when i lose weight... that im skinny?
vince: you're skinny

VIA text:
me: ok so why are skinny people asking me for weight loss tips?!..
vince: hahha i saw lolr youre living proof! you should feel good! lolr

LOLR....this ones my favorite....

VIA AIM:
iamaprillily: goodnight..its time
iamviince: k bye

30 minutes later...

VIA "IVAN"
alsoria@att.blackberry.net: jimmy falon is hella funny!
vmagpayo@gmail.com: wow ok goodnight..its time..thanks SHUNNED TO THE MAX LOLR


haha youre so funny vince..




Tuesday, September 29, 2009

were taking short cuts and false illusions

as the summer is fading, the windy nights finally creep up.

summer you were good to me.
but i have to put those short shorts away
those gladiator sandals back in boxes
them target sunglasses in its homemade case? lolr

time for l.a.m.b scarves
hobo gloves
tUGG boots (cause i have them right...one day)
long socks
and them cardigans that seem to never fade away from fashion.

time for hot chocolate
beanies
HOLIDAYS
the real purpose of ikea blankets
finally purchasing that ZEBRA snuggies!

good bye summer, you were good to me
the warp tour tan lines..that seem to never go away!
the random days of yogurt
remember that one time when you tricked us in vegas?
that wasn't cool
24/7 non stop fan circulation, that seems to only hit you cause u were being shady? oh shit
blasting the a.c during any car rides


i will remember you summer...but for now..im enjoying the breezy cold air...welcome back winter...i've missed you dearly


lovemylife of the day plus forever:

AIM IM with ibreezyshareezy 4/13/09 9:15 PM

ibreezyshareezy: lol, your blogs are interesting! like, i wasn't bored reading it.. hahha.especially the FML's

iamaprillily: haha lolrrr

ibreezyshareezy: shut up, you ARE NOT fat.

iamaprillily: lolr yes i am!i still want to lose more soo therefore im still fat

ibreezyshareezy: No!! lol 'dont judge me because im fat'

iamaprillily: hahaha

ibreezyshareezy: hahahah you should try p90x


KUDOS TO SHELLY =]

the FAK im hella fatter back then...


Sunday, September 27, 2009

NEXT TIME WE SHOULD HAVE INVITED LESLIE



Fantasies, make believe and all the power you desire

the ability to conquer any fear that comes your way.
a place to run to when nothing else mattered.
a way to believe in yourself when not even yourself believed.
a bond of friendship that takes you to another adventure.

and thats where it all begins....

can i have a bridge to Terabithia?!..shit

Fmylife of the day:

vmagpayoIcon_lock@ALSORIA hahahahaha!!! Pooooooot! K u do the same with you know who...k@&$0. Oh shit

how come you love me, when i am ugly


this morning i could have sworn i was going deaf, come to think of it, i think last nights nonsense cured me. maybe? ACTUALLY, hopefully..


LOVEmylife of the day plus FOREVER:

these two who seem to always be down for a late night yogurt treat
-Dont yell at me bc i dont know what time they close

UMBRELLA...

VIA TWITTER:
vmagpayoIcon_lockRT @ALSORIA: @QUEENIIIEE lets go have yogurt now...oh shit...oh shoot I'm down hahaha


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

MICHAEL PHILLIPS



FIRST, i'd "like" to say that my ear fakken hurts and the only time it stops hurting is when i set my ipod on zhuffle..ahh yes the beauty of music.

CHRIS WALLACE FTW =]



ANYWAYS, im on this winning streak from this thing i like to call a "diet" so lets not fuck it up now...
Its that every push that keeps me going
that constant heavy heart beating as i reach that mile
that pain pushing until that last rep
that awful but awesome feeling of being sore
that stress reliever
that everyday struggle
that will all go away until the day comes =]

one day
lets make that
"BUFF 09"

LOVEMYLIFE of the day plus forever:

veeeeee: Why did I just think about michalugly?

SHORTEEY: Lolrr

veeeeee: Lol what are you're plans today?

veeeeee: Your*

SHORTEEY: Me?

veeeeee: Yez

SHORTEEY: Prolly just walk around and pretend to talk on my phone while the paparazzi
photgraph me. U?

veeeeee: Ohhh that sounds fun. I have an appointment with some designers to talk about
designs on my shoe line

veeeeee: Then lunch at milk

veeeeee: LOL

SHORTEEY: Lolr forreal? Ill be at toast